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Sunday, October 29, 2006
What should i write about. I have a great act for knowing what to say to people, and how to effectivly express my point of view to most people. I love to write, so why haven't I writen a book. It's one of my to do's this new year...
Saturday, October 28, 2006
I've had many but, on stuck on me... "Stepford Fag"...
I love it, it all that I am and want to be... Every one that knows me knows i'm the one to take care of everyone no matter what, and i'd make the perfect house bitch, lol... But it's cool cause that what i want to be, i have other goals, but i'd love to have someone come home to me eveery day, and either to raise a child( London and Asia ) or dog ( Mixy and Prada )....So let me know what dose your Display name mean to you....
Someone who won't judge me,
Someone with pressence,
Someone I feel safe with,
Someone Manlier than I,
Someone smart,
Someone Taller than 5'9,
Someone who tells me anything,
Someone who possesses raw personal power,
Someone who keeps the game interesting,
Someone who also knows the rules,
Someone who has a red-hot sex drive and who knows how to talk when it's important to the relationship.
Someone who also wants nothing more but to see me happy..
Who Will be my new "Mr."
_Je'rome Live x Love
I've come to a point in my life where i needed to just talk to someone about
things that have bothered me my whole life...After my last relationship, i had to take a look at myself and confess some things i knew to be true. It was a
personal matter for me, and one I think everyone should atleast try one. My Therapist told me, that I have the potential to do great things. I believe
this to be true, and have done many deeds already. I'm not one to boast, those who know me know the things i've done for people without thinking twice. I get that from my mother.
If you've noticed a change in me this last year, it has been because of Dr, Le Chunn, he's brought me to a place where I not only consume myself
with daily task and work, and advancing the lives of my boyfriends. but to a place where i have self worth, strenght, and a new look on life...
No one's perfect and i don't have to be...
_Je'rome Live x Love
Boys- 16-25 years of age...
-Send me a cute, dumber then dumb, football playing, jock wearing , meet
head , strong, and most importantly TALL man any day... There something
about Boys that I love... They love to be the one in control, make discions,
and just be together all the time... Weather at a game, at home or in the bed. Boys with these charateristics have my attention...
Men- 25 to 37...
-The men i've met seem to love that I have my hand out to life, and I want
to explore every idea, wish I have... I love the convosations I have with
Men. I'm a great Boyfriend and love that Men so say offen. That attention
to detail is what attracts me to these men... Also i don't have to pick up the bill for men, as i would have to for boys...
Gentalmen- 37 to 50
-The oldest guy (45) i've every know in this catagory I actually fell for. He
was once married, and live a life that wasn't his own. Later in his life as
many Gentalmen are doing these days, he got a divorce and came out. I
actually fell in love with him, and thought this was it for me, he was my
"Mr." But things don't work out as i wanted them too. He saw me as a
good "Friend." Which i later found out wasn't what i thought. I was
crushed, and kinda pushed him away... He was everything i wanted and
needed. poliet, educated, love me, and made me happy was well... But
instead he had other plans and other "Friends."
-He and I still remain freinds, today...
If not my new "Mr." then my Mr. will probally be a Gentalmen.
_Je'rome Live x Love
Visualizing it!
Unpleasant memories were holding me back. Luckily, i'm now able to find a
way to let go of those relics and place them in the past, where they can't
affect me anymore. A new person is on the scene and inspires me to see
things in a novel way and move on. Suddenly the old wounds i was nursing
don't hurt so badly anymore. I've been threy many things with boys, men, and
gentalmen, they where all the same, but now i'm not the same old Je'rome.
I've changed and now i'm thinking positively about a new relationship.I
now remember how in middle school i'd fantasize about musicians and movie
stars? Now it's time for the grown-up version and imagine what I want from a partner.
Visualizing it is my first step to finding it.
Je'rome
Your body learns what it's
supposed to do and makes it possible for you to control unwanted actions."
he said. After several excursions into my throat, I did find it easier to
take him in. He pushed me back against the wall of the shower and
proceeded to fuck my mouth. Once I found the best angle to take his cock I
started to enjoy being throat fucked.
Hey hey, been there done that... Can someone tell me, why they always want you when your gone... When they could of had it all, but now that your gone. Your finally over there Bull, they try to creep back. Back in to old feeling, and good times of the past. That it, the past is the past and ex's are ex's for a reason... Somethings just aren't good for a reason. That reason being it just wasn't ment to be... Love them for that, and let em go...
Live X Love _Je'rome
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